Please help me find what I should study in Uni?

Major in Law or Medicine. Lawyers and Doctors get paid TREMENDOUS salaries and they can travel wherever they want to go. Corporate executives (Master in Business Administration) travel a lot too but they have "desk jobs" and I know that you don't want that. I would recommend that you get a degree in English or a Social Science if you want to go to Law School or a degree in Biology or Chemistry if you want to go to Medical School. Whatever you choose to do I'm sure you will succeed and I think you should just calm down, relax, and figure out what you really want to spend the rest of your life doing. Good luck!